1 00:00:00,609 --> 00:00:02,480 You are listening to "The Failures," 2 00:00:02,611 --> 00:00:05,918 Album 22, Side A. 3 00:00:05,962 --> 00:00:08,791 The vainglorious homogeny of the Toronto skyline 4 00:00:08,878 --> 00:00:10,619 is something to behold, 5 00:00:10,706 --> 00:00:13,230 an onslaught of impractical condominiums 6 00:00:13,317 --> 00:00:16,973 dominated by a 147-floor Waterpik. 7 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:18,714 Its banality is lost 8 00:00:18,757 --> 00:00:20,498 on the polite citizenry of Canada. 9 00:00:20,542 --> 00:00:21,847 To them, it's iconic 10 00:00:21,978 --> 00:00:23,371 and what the friends and family 11 00:00:23,458 --> 00:00:25,590 of Avery Olson and Natalie Boekelheide 12 00:00:25,677 --> 00:00:27,070 confirmed as a must-see 13 00:00:27,201 --> 00:00:28,637 when the two planned their honeymoon 14 00:00:28,767 --> 00:00:31,205 and waited for Avery's divorce to finalize. 15 00:00:31,335 --> 00:00:33,685 Had they stayed within the realities of their budget 16 00:00:33,772 --> 00:00:36,558 and consummated their union in their home province, 17 00:00:36,645 --> 00:00:39,735 the marriage might have lasted longer. 18 00:00:39,778 --> 00:00:42,390 But love born from a speed dating event 19 00:00:42,433 --> 00:00:44,566 in Moose Jaw, "Sakasatchewan," 20 00:00:44,653 --> 00:00:46,655 merited an unhurried commemoration. 21 00:00:46,785 --> 00:00:48,265 Can I offer my assistance? 22 00:00:48,352 --> 00:00:49,832 Oh, mercy. 23 00:00:49,919 --> 00:00:51,921 Aren't you the angel? 24 00:00:51,964 --> 00:00:54,054 Very kind of you, sir. Thank you. 25 00:00:54,141 --> 00:00:55,142 My pleasure. 26 00:00:55,229 --> 00:00:56,969 I know these moments last a lifetime. 27 00:00:58,667 --> 00:01:00,016 Just make sure we're not in the center-center 28 00:01:00,147 --> 00:01:01,670 and that the tower isn't coming out of his head. 29 00:01:01,757 --> 00:01:04,107 Mm, the rule of thirds, the golden mean... 30 00:01:04,194 --> 00:01:05,500 And thus amenities 31 00:01:05,587 --> 00:01:07,806 from the Radisson Blu honeymoon package 32 00:01:07,850 --> 00:01:10,679 went unused, exchanged, as they were, 33 00:01:10,766 --> 00:01:12,811 for a vampiric appointment in Samarra. 34 00:01:15,162 --> 00:01:17,860 Gabriella's divine intervention had raised 35 00:01:17,903 --> 00:01:21,907 my raptorial spirits, and I channeled our kills 36 00:01:21,994 --> 00:01:25,346 into prurient performances, licking the underside 37 00:01:25,433 --> 00:01:27,739 of Lake Erie in Cleveland and Buffalo 38 00:01:27,826 --> 00:01:30,525 before rounding the shaft of Lake Ontario. 39 00:01:34,920 --> 00:01:35,834 Lover. 40 00:01:35,965 --> 00:01:37,009 Where are you? 41 00:01:38,620 --> 00:01:40,361 Where are any of us, really? 42 00:01:40,404 --> 00:01:41,536 - Is that him? - Oh. 43 00:01:41,579 --> 00:01:43,059 Give me that. 44 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:45,757 Hey, Justin Bieber, I got 40 fucking people here 45 00:01:45,888 --> 00:01:47,585 with their hands up their asses. 46 00:01:47,672 --> 00:01:49,283 Did you misplace something, Dan? 47 00:01:49,370 --> 00:01:52,068 I'm done chasing you, Busta Coffin. 48 00:01:52,199 --> 00:01:53,852 I saved your life. You owe me. 49 00:01:53,983 --> 00:01:55,289 Perhaps. 50 00:01:55,332 --> 00:01:56,290 I do. 51 00:01:56,420 --> 00:01:57,726 I do. 52 00:01:57,769 --> 00:01:59,075 I do. 53 00:01:59,206 --> 00:02:00,816 You'd be a head mounted above a coven toilet 54 00:02:00,903 --> 00:02:02,034 if it weren't for me. 55 00:02:02,165 --> 00:02:03,210 Transformational trauma, Daniel. 56 00:02:03,297 --> 00:02:04,298 He's with Sofia again. 57 00:02:04,385 --> 00:02:05,647 What do you know about her? 58 00:02:05,690 --> 00:02:07,388 Mystery vagina past its sell-by date. 59 00:02:07,475 --> 00:02:09,694 And what do you mean, "perhaps"? 60 00:02:09,781 --> 00:02:11,566 You assume death at decapitation. 61 00:02:11,696 --> 00:02:14,046 A study done in Budapest had two class B vampires 62 00:02:14,177 --> 00:02:15,831 surviving separation for nearly two hours. 63 00:02:15,918 --> 00:02:17,354 A vampire of Lestat's breeding 64 00:02:17,441 --> 00:02:18,442 could last four to five times-- 65 00:02:18,486 --> 00:02:21,010 Czechstat has the herps. 66 00:02:21,141 --> 00:02:24,535 Daniel Molloy, delivered unto the world 67 00:02:24,622 --> 00:02:28,887 April 16, 1953, into the arms of his mother in a hospital, 68 00:02:28,931 --> 00:02:30,367 I assume. 69 00:02:30,454 --> 00:02:32,064 It's not something vampires ask one another, 70 00:02:32,108 --> 00:02:33,675 the details of their mortal existence. 71 00:02:33,805 --> 00:02:35,851 It's considered rude. 72 00:02:35,938 --> 00:02:37,331 Nurtured or not nurtured, 73 00:02:37,461 --> 00:02:39,898 nudged in San Francisco towards a career 74 00:02:40,029 --> 00:02:41,987 of distinction and moderate fame. 75 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:43,902 - After the can, chief. - Sorry. 76 00:02:43,946 --> 00:02:47,297 Murdered and reborn July 18, 2022, 77 00:02:47,384 --> 00:02:50,126 by the gremlin Armand. 78 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:54,130 He led a brief, incidental life as a vampire. 79 00:02:54,217 --> 00:02:58,656 Incidental-- hmm, is that the right word? 80 00:02:58,700 --> 00:02:59,962 He found me shallow. 81 00:03:00,005 --> 00:03:01,877 I gave him every reason to. 82 00:03:02,007 --> 00:03:04,053 I have regrets when it comes to Dan. 83 00:03:04,140 --> 00:03:05,315 Oh, sorry. 84 00:03:05,446 --> 00:03:06,969 Yeah, uh, he's here. 85 00:03:14,237 --> 00:03:15,282 Ciao. 86 00:03:18,676 --> 00:03:20,417 Ahoj. 87 00:03:20,504 --> 00:03:22,114 What's that on your lip, Jarda? 88 00:03:22,158 --> 00:03:24,029 OK, we're gonna be using a new camera today. 89 00:03:24,160 --> 00:03:25,944 It's called an Interrotron. 90 00:03:26,075 --> 00:03:27,424 I'll be sitting here, but you're gonna see 91 00:03:27,511 --> 00:03:28,904 my face in the camera. 92 00:03:28,991 --> 00:03:31,950 It'll be like we're talking face-to-face. 93 00:03:31,994 --> 00:03:33,343 It's 100 for me. 94 00:03:33,430 --> 00:03:35,258 And we're shooting this in color, 95 00:03:35,345 --> 00:03:36,651 and we're gonna anchor it 96 00:03:36,738 --> 00:03:38,261 to all the black and white tour footage, 97 00:03:38,348 --> 00:03:39,915 OK? - Rolling! 98 00:03:39,958 --> 00:03:43,484 So you were a stutterer as a child. 99 00:03:46,269 --> 00:03:47,531 Evening, Dan. 100 00:03:47,618 --> 00:03:49,141 Happy to be here. 101 00:03:49,229 --> 00:03:51,579 Could you state your name for the camera, please? 102 00:03:51,709 --> 00:03:54,321 I'm the Front Man Lestat. 103 00:03:54,408 --> 00:03:55,844 The Vampire Lestat. 104 00:03:55,931 --> 00:03:59,804 I'm immortal, more or less. 105 00:03:59,848 --> 00:04:01,545 The light of the sun, the sustained heat 106 00:04:01,632 --> 00:04:03,634 of an intense fire, 107 00:04:03,721 --> 00:04:05,419 Jefferson Starship, 108 00:04:05,549 --> 00:04:08,987 garrote-wielding coven members, these things might destroy me. 109 00:04:10,380 --> 00:04:12,817 But then again, they might not. 110 00:04:27,179 --> 00:04:29,094 ♪ I'm the little killer ♪ 111 00:04:29,181 --> 00:04:31,227 ♪ I'm the lonely one ♪ 112 00:04:31,314 --> 00:04:32,924 ♪ I'm the chill creeping up your spine ♪ 113 00:04:33,011 --> 00:04:35,057 ♪ Telling you to run ♪ 114 00:04:35,187 --> 00:04:37,189 ♪ I'm a hanging shadow ♪ 115 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:39,235 ♪ I'm a lost love ♪ 116 00:04:39,322 --> 00:04:40,715 ♪ I'm the past and the future ♪ 117 00:04:40,802 --> 00:04:43,108 ♪ The last of the sutures, the cooing dove ♪ 118 00:04:43,195 --> 00:04:45,067 ♪ We're the rock and rollers ♪ 119 00:04:45,197 --> 00:04:47,199 ♪ We're the good time ♪ 120 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:48,244 ♪ We're the heart pumping blood ♪ 121 00:04:48,331 --> 00:04:49,289 ♪ We're the face in the mud ♪ 122 00:04:49,419 --> 00:04:52,466 ♪ We're this stupid rhyme ♪ 123 00:04:52,509 --> 00:04:54,772 ♪ Bang, bang - ♪ Bang, bang 124 00:04:54,859 --> 00:04:56,513 - ♪ Bang, bang - ♪ Bang, bang ♪ 125 00:04:56,557 --> 00:04:57,775 ♪ Bang, bang 126 00:04:57,906 --> 00:05:01,997 ♪ All fall down ♪ 127 00:05:02,084 --> 00:05:05,914 ♪ Burn the ground ♪ 128 00:05:05,957 --> 00:05:09,700 ♪ All fall down 129 00:05:09,787 --> 00:05:12,442 ♪ Burn the ♪ 130 00:05:12,529 --> 00:05:14,531 ♪ Bang, bang - ♪ Bang, bang ♪ 131 00:05:14,662 --> 00:05:16,577 - ♪ Bang, bang - ♪ Bang, bang ♪ 132 00:05:16,707 --> 00:05:19,841 ♪ Bang, bang, bang, bang, bang, bang ♪ 133 00:05:19,971 --> 00:05:22,409 Ugh. Well, that was shit. 134 00:05:23,801 --> 00:05:28,110 You've said this thing to me a couple of times on the bus, 135 00:05:28,197 --> 00:05:32,201 backstage, that the songs are your story. 136 00:05:32,288 --> 00:05:33,724 Must be important if I repeat it. 137 00:05:33,811 --> 00:05:35,422 Or it's a doorstop 138 00:05:35,509 --> 00:05:36,988 because you don't want to talk about yourself. 139 00:05:37,075 --> 00:05:39,208 Mm. Now, kick that door down, Dan. 140 00:05:39,251 --> 00:05:40,296 I've bunkered down with my cookies 141 00:05:40,383 --> 00:05:41,428 and trauma long enough. 142 00:05:41,515 --> 00:05:43,212 Exactly my thinking. 143 00:05:43,299 --> 00:05:44,909 So let's run with this. 144 00:05:44,953 --> 00:05:46,737 Let's dig into these songs and see what we get. 145 00:05:46,824 --> 00:05:47,999 Mm. 146 00:05:48,086 --> 00:05:49,784 You have a song, "Long Face." 147 00:05:49,827 --> 00:05:52,569 The lyrics are, 148 00:05:52,656 --> 00:05:55,050 "Ooh, ooh, ooh, wah-ah. 149 00:05:55,137 --> 00:05:57,705 Ooh, ooh, ooh, wah-ah." 150 00:05:57,835 --> 00:06:00,098 What's the story behind that? 151 00:06:00,185 --> 00:06:01,317 "Long Face" is an agreement 152 00:06:01,448 --> 00:06:03,188 between myself and the audience, 153 00:06:03,232 --> 00:06:05,190 permission disguised as anthem. 154 00:06:05,277 --> 00:06:07,018 "Oh, yeah, we're coming. 155 00:06:07,062 --> 00:06:08,933 "Yeah, yeah, we're coming. 156 00:06:09,020 --> 00:06:11,240 Oh, yeah, I'm coming." 157 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:22,556 "I'm an actor in my makeup. 158 00:06:22,686 --> 00:06:25,907 I'll get fatter if and when we break up." 159 00:06:25,994 --> 00:06:28,039 Performative vampire, and at the end, 160 00:06:28,083 --> 00:06:28,997 they get the real thing. 161 00:06:29,084 --> 00:06:30,172 "Black Licorice." 162 00:06:30,215 --> 00:06:31,695 Structure and ritual. 163 00:06:31,782 --> 00:06:32,957 Judged and drained, 164 00:06:33,001 --> 00:06:34,350 thrilled and shamed, left wanting more. 165 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,352 Well, that's great, because the--the band thinks 166 00:06:36,396 --> 00:06:37,875 that the song's about-- 167 00:06:37,962 --> 00:06:41,313 How the current culture has misshapen the mortal mind 168 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:43,490 and how easy and unsatisfying 169 00:06:43,577 --> 00:06:45,143 the bringing of death has become. 170 00:06:45,230 --> 00:06:47,624 You must have experienced this, Dan. 171 00:06:47,755 --> 00:06:49,321 The memories you take in as you kill. 172 00:06:49,365 --> 00:06:52,368 Life as a endless cache of influencer videos, 173 00:06:52,499 --> 00:06:54,892 Russian dash cams, and shame-ridden pornography. 174 00:06:56,503 --> 00:06:58,592 Or are we still pretending that you're human? 175 00:06:58,722 --> 00:07:00,332 So not about sucking dick? 176 00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:03,423 Mm. Performative journalist. 177 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:07,122 Were you a stutterer as a child? 178 00:07:10,517 --> 00:07:12,344 Oh, he--he doesn't like that question. 179 00:07:12,475 --> 00:07:14,390 Well, we can-- we can come back to it. 180 00:07:14,434 --> 00:07:16,958 Um, let's talk about what happened in Detroit... 181 00:07:17,001 --> 00:07:18,133 - Christine. - The other night. 182 00:07:18,220 --> 00:07:19,656 Somebody get Christine! 183 00:07:19,700 --> 00:07:21,353 Some vampires tried to kill you, yeah? 184 00:07:21,397 --> 00:07:22,964 Is it a question if you merely put "yeah"... 185 00:07:23,051 --> 00:07:24,008 - Christine, please? - At the end of a sentence? 186 00:07:24,095 --> 00:07:25,357 - Coming! - Pretty weak bunch, 187 00:07:25,445 --> 00:07:27,403 but they seemed organized, which is different... 188 00:07:27,490 --> 00:07:29,405 - Christine. - What's wrong? 189 00:07:29,449 --> 00:07:31,146 Than the other two attempts on your life during this tour. 190 00:07:31,233 --> 00:07:32,452 He's entrapping me. 191 00:07:32,539 --> 00:07:35,846 Is this self-financed vanity romp 192 00:07:35,890 --> 00:07:37,457 your vampire wishful... - The stuttering. 193 00:07:37,544 --> 00:07:39,371 He promised he would not ask. 194 00:07:39,415 --> 00:07:43,071 Spin on "hope I die before I get old"? 195 00:07:43,158 --> 00:07:45,073 Is my doc your eulogy? 196 00:07:45,116 --> 00:07:46,857 Did you promise him? 197 00:07:46,944 --> 00:07:48,206 I don't do promises. 198 00:07:48,337 --> 00:07:51,688 I've had 40 shows in 43 fucking nights. 199 00:07:51,732 --> 00:07:53,211 Nobody gives a fuck about what I was before. 200 00:07:53,298 --> 00:07:54,604 No one cares. 201 00:07:54,691 --> 00:07:56,084 No one seems to give a shit about you now, 202 00:07:56,171 --> 00:07:58,042 flatlining at 1,000-capacity venues. 203 00:07:58,129 --> 00:07:59,391 Let's take a walk. 204 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:02,003 You're confused about the pursuit, Dan. 205 00:08:02,046 --> 00:08:05,049 It is not about asses on seats 206 00:08:05,136 --> 00:08:07,835 or streams on Pandora. 207 00:08:07,965 --> 00:08:11,316 It is about pure expression! 208 00:08:11,447 --> 00:08:14,624 Raphael's "Three Graces," 209 00:08:14,668 --> 00:08:17,192 Brancusi's "Bird in Space," Calvino's "Invisible"... 210 00:08:17,279 --> 00:08:18,715 Ooh, ooh, ooh, wah-ah. 211 00:08:18,802 --> 00:08:20,021 "Cities"! 212 00:08:26,070 --> 00:08:29,247 It's embarrassing, the stutter. 213 00:08:29,334 --> 00:08:30,205 - Stop the cameras. - No. 214 00:08:30,292 --> 00:08:31,423 No, no, no, no, no, no. 215 00:08:31,511 --> 00:08:32,860 - No, no. - Come, let them see. 216 00:08:35,863 --> 00:08:38,430 Let them see. 217 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:41,259 I have had 218 00:08:41,346 --> 00:08:45,263 40 shows 219 00:08:45,350 --> 00:08:50,965 in 43 fucking nights! 220 00:08:51,008 --> 00:08:53,968 No one cares! 221 00:09:19,689 --> 00:09:22,823 I'm the Vampire Louis de Pointe du Lac, 222 00:09:22,866 --> 00:09:25,869 undone by your relentless questionings, Mr. Molloy. 223 00:09:55,246 --> 00:09:56,596 Hello. 224 00:09:56,683 --> 00:09:57,858 I'm making a brief call to share 225 00:09:57,945 --> 00:09:59,120 an important message with you. 226 00:09:59,207 --> 00:10:00,164 You got the wrong addr-- 227 00:10:07,302 --> 00:10:08,346 I'm looking for Killer. 228 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:11,132 Don't. Don't do that. 229 00:10:11,262 --> 00:10:12,873 Just think it. 230 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:15,353 I'm a vampire, just like you. 231 00:10:15,440 --> 00:10:19,357 Except I didn't disrespect my face like you done. 232 00:10:19,444 --> 00:10:20,750 What is that? 233 00:10:20,837 --> 00:10:24,014 Is that Jar Jar Binks dunking a basketball? 234 00:10:24,101 --> 00:10:25,537 What-- 235 00:10:25,668 --> 00:10:28,018 where's Killer? 236 00:10:35,722 --> 00:10:36,723 ♪ Well, I've got a little babe ♪ 237 00:10:36,810 --> 00:10:38,986 ♪ With jewels upon her lip ♪ 238 00:10:39,116 --> 00:10:41,118 Vester? You get another possum? 239 00:10:41,162 --> 00:10:42,859 Vester? 240 00:10:42,990 --> 00:10:44,252 ♪ Well, I've got a little babe ♪ 241 00:10:44,339 --> 00:10:47,168 ♪ With jewels upon her lip 242 00:10:47,255 --> 00:10:48,517 - What the fuck? - I'm looking for Killer. 243 00:10:48,604 --> 00:10:50,780 You're not Killer. 244 00:10:50,824 --> 00:10:53,043 ♪ Her hair's like a river, it's fast and slowly drips ♪ 245 00:10:53,130 --> 00:10:55,785 Oh, hey, y'all. Anybody seen Killer? 246 00:10:55,872 --> 00:10:58,048 ♪ How, how 247 00:10:58,179 --> 00:11:00,050 ♪ How, how ♪ 248 00:11:00,137 --> 00:11:01,356 Someone said we got someone! 249 00:11:01,399 --> 00:11:02,879 Hold still! 250 00:11:04,489 --> 00:11:06,274 - Shit! Shit! - Hey, you seen Killer? 251 00:11:06,361 --> 00:11:07,667 How 'bout you? 252 00:11:13,150 --> 00:11:14,543 ♪ She bathes in thunder ♪ 253 00:11:14,586 --> 00:11:16,414 Hello! Killer? 254 00:11:20,636 --> 00:11:24,074 ♪ She walks the wind and has a panther with silver fur ♪ 255 00:11:25,989 --> 00:11:28,252 ♪ How, how ♪ 256 00:11:28,296 --> 00:11:30,907 ♪ How, how 257 00:11:30,994 --> 00:11:32,996 ♪ How, how, how ♪ 258 00:11:33,083 --> 00:11:36,260 Out the door, through the fields. 259 00:11:39,437 --> 00:11:41,309 Keep straight five minutes. 260 00:11:41,439 --> 00:11:44,616 There's a car, gray Dodge. 261 00:11:44,704 --> 00:11:45,966 Don't look back. 262 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:52,842 Eight wolves by yourself. 263 00:11:52,886 --> 00:11:55,062 Everyone always repeats the number when I say it. 264 00:11:56,846 --> 00:12:00,371 I had a pistol, a rifle, a dagger, a mastiff. 265 00:12:00,458 --> 00:12:03,026 The stuttering wolf killer. 266 00:12:03,113 --> 00:12:05,986 Well, that was the first name for our band. 267 00:12:06,073 --> 00:12:08,379 "Hello, Fort Collins, we are the Stuttering Wolf Killers. 268 00:12:08,510 --> 00:12:10,251 Are you ready to r-r-rock?" 269 00:12:10,381 --> 00:12:13,907 From the ages of 9 to 29, you-- 270 00:12:13,994 --> 00:12:17,214 Stuttered. I stuttered, yes. 271 00:12:17,301 --> 00:12:19,782 And every kill I have made is a response. 272 00:12:19,869 --> 00:12:22,567 My entire psyche is formed from the deformity. 273 00:12:22,654 --> 00:12:24,744 It's like being strapped down in a dentist's chair, 274 00:12:24,831 --> 00:12:27,050 opening your mouth wide, only to have the dentist say, 275 00:12:27,137 --> 00:12:28,486 "I'm not a dentist," 276 00:12:28,573 --> 00:12:29,836 as he lubes up a thick rubber glove. 277 00:12:29,923 --> 00:12:31,838 So you be gentle, Dan. 278 00:12:34,710 --> 00:12:37,321 I think he's just bored by you. 279 00:12:37,365 --> 00:12:40,760 Try asking him about the Great Conversion. 280 00:12:40,890 --> 00:12:43,501 What happened at age nine? 281 00:12:43,632 --> 00:12:45,634 Mm. 282 00:12:46,809 --> 00:12:50,857 I was taken to see witches being burned at a stake. 283 00:12:50,944 --> 00:12:52,336 OK. 284 00:12:52,380 --> 00:12:55,252 Tell me about that. 285 00:12:55,339 --> 00:12:58,516 Marguerite Doree, Jean Bodin, 286 00:12:58,603 --> 00:13:01,519 the twins Marthe and Amiée Roulet. 287 00:13:01,563 --> 00:13:04,566 Ceased their prayers and adored the devil in ceremony, 288 00:13:04,653 --> 00:13:06,873 said the torch-bearing priests. 289 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:09,049 You remember their names? 290 00:13:09,179 --> 00:13:12,182 Teenage girls with the resonant voices of men 291 00:13:12,269 --> 00:13:14,358 screaming and thrashing for hours 292 00:13:14,445 --> 00:13:15,751 till their jawbones fell 293 00:13:15,838 --> 00:13:17,187 and the devil could sing no more. 294 00:13:17,274 --> 00:13:19,886 And you were nine? 295 00:13:19,973 --> 00:13:21,148 Mm. 296 00:13:21,235 --> 00:13:22,410 That's what moms did with kids 297 00:13:22,540 --> 00:13:25,195 before LEGO and Peppa Pig. 298 00:13:25,239 --> 00:13:28,111 Looking back on it now, they were definitely witches-- 299 00:13:28,198 --> 00:13:29,373 the twins, that is. 300 00:13:29,460 --> 00:13:31,245 Marguerite and Jean, probably caught 301 00:13:31,332 --> 00:13:34,291 masturbating in a field with a few sick oxen. 302 00:13:34,378 --> 00:13:35,510 Two for four is not bad 303 00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:37,817 considering it was a priestly-led sentence. 304 00:13:37,904 --> 00:13:41,559 And what happened at 29? 305 00:13:41,646 --> 00:13:43,518 Hmm. 306 00:13:48,697 --> 00:13:50,699 I heard music. 307 00:13:50,786 --> 00:13:53,833 So you made it to Paris? 308 00:13:55,791 --> 00:14:00,013 Eyes closed, mouth distorted. 309 00:14:00,100 --> 00:14:02,929 What struck my heart was the way that his whole body 310 00:14:03,059 --> 00:14:05,192 leaned into the music. 311 00:14:05,279 --> 00:14:06,671 Had I the ear I have now, 312 00:14:06,758 --> 00:14:08,673 I would have found it pedestrian. 313 00:14:08,804 --> 00:14:11,894 But I was an ape from Auvergne, 314 00:14:11,938 --> 00:14:14,114 and it sounded like a god machine 315 00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:15,942 played by an angel. 316 00:14:16,029 --> 00:14:18,466 Ah, merde! 317 00:14:18,509 --> 00:14:21,556 Take your squeaks elsewhere, or next, I won't miss! 318 00:14:21,643 --> 00:14:23,558 Well, it must be Herr Mozart rising over all 319 00:14:23,601 --> 00:14:24,602 that disturbs your peace, Madame. 320 00:14:24,733 --> 00:14:26,604 Kindly, piss off! 321 00:14:26,735 --> 00:14:29,085 This is Nicky, who you sing about 322 00:14:29,129 --> 00:14:33,089 in your song, "Why Do I Have to Feel?" 323 00:14:36,701 --> 00:14:40,792 Nicolas de Lenfent, my first love. 324 00:14:42,185 --> 00:14:43,752 Tell me to piss off again. 325 00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:46,537 I'm finished, Madame. I have finished. 326 00:14:55,068 --> 00:14:56,591 Nicolas de Lenfent. 327 00:14:58,506 --> 00:15:02,423 Lestat de Lioncourt. 328 00:15:02,510 --> 00:15:07,167 Uh, no. De Valois. 329 00:15:07,297 --> 00:15:09,386 - Turned on your title? - Hey, put that back! 330 00:15:09,517 --> 00:15:10,953 Wearing pantaloons? 331 00:15:14,391 --> 00:15:16,916 Trying to fit in. 332 00:15:17,046 --> 00:15:18,830 In a wolf-lined cloak, eh? 333 00:15:18,874 --> 00:15:20,006 Good luck with that. 334 00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:24,619 What are you doing in Paris? 335 00:15:28,710 --> 00:15:31,017 Eight wolves? Impossible. 336 00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:34,281 Stacked the heads in the square, 337 00:15:34,368 --> 00:15:37,414 and the children play "hide the heads" with them. 338 00:15:37,545 --> 00:15:39,329 Sounds like our village. 339 00:15:44,247 --> 00:15:45,683 It's my father's stitching. 340 00:15:45,814 --> 00:15:46,946 Mm. 341 00:15:47,076 --> 00:15:49,470 He gave it to me before I left. 342 00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:51,515 And your address on the Rue de Montmor-- 343 00:15:52,690 --> 00:15:55,955 - Montmorency. - Yeah. 344 00:15:56,042 --> 00:15:58,435 I haven't lived there for six months. 345 00:15:58,522 --> 00:16:00,524 My father's allowance barely covers the cost 346 00:16:00,611 --> 00:16:02,613 of my music instruction, 347 00:16:02,700 --> 00:16:06,791 much less rent, food, and the bribes 348 00:16:06,878 --> 00:16:08,619 to keep me out of the National Guard. 349 00:16:11,883 --> 00:16:15,800 all: Liberty! Equality! Fraternity! 350 00:16:15,931 --> 00:16:17,498 Liberty! Equality! Fraternity! 351 00:16:17,628 --> 00:16:20,109 Liberty, equality, fraternity. 352 00:16:20,196 --> 00:16:22,155 all: Liberty! Equality! Fraternity! 353 00:16:22,242 --> 00:16:24,461 Pity is treason. 354 00:16:24,548 --> 00:16:26,681 all: Liberty! Equality! 355 00:16:26,768 --> 00:16:28,683 Long live the Republic! 356 00:16:30,685 --> 00:16:32,730 You play beautifully. 357 00:16:36,647 --> 00:16:38,345 I play like a tailor's son. 358 00:16:46,135 --> 00:16:49,878 Did he say anything else, my dad? 359 00:16:54,926 --> 00:16:59,801 He said, um... 360 00:16:59,931 --> 00:17:03,196 "Tell him I love him and that I'm proud of him." 361 00:17:11,421 --> 00:17:12,770 What did he really say? 362 00:17:14,424 --> 00:17:15,947 He said, help him-m-- 363 00:17:16,035 --> 00:17:18,776 help him to be a man. 364 00:17:18,907 --> 00:17:20,735 But he said it without the stammer. 365 00:17:20,822 --> 00:17:25,522 Hmm. 366 00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:28,351 Are you gonna teach me to be a man, 367 00:17:28,438 --> 00:17:31,615 Lestat de Valois? 368 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,751 That goes where you think it goes, 369 00:17:36,838 --> 00:17:39,145 all the old tropes and trapes of tortured and forbidden love, 370 00:17:39,188 --> 00:17:41,582 blah, blah, blah, bipolar boyfriend, blah, blah. 371 00:17:41,712 --> 00:17:43,801 - Put it on. - Fast forward. 372 00:17:43,845 --> 00:17:46,717 Stop. Vape. 373 00:17:46,804 --> 00:17:48,850 Check your phone. Press play. 374 00:17:48,937 --> 00:17:50,895 Oh, good. Now he's a vampire. 375 00:17:50,982 --> 00:17:52,636 But you're not a vampire. 376 00:17:52,767 --> 00:17:54,203 You're the stuttering ape of Auvergne. 377 00:17:54,290 --> 00:17:56,336 Si mon tonton, tond ton tonton, 378 00:17:56,423 --> 00:17:58,120 ton tonton sera tondu. 379 00:17:58,207 --> 00:17:59,165 Any Quebecers here? 380 00:17:59,252 --> 00:18:01,123 Tongue twisters, vocal exercises 381 00:18:01,210 --> 00:18:03,604 repeated every day for two years 382 00:18:03,691 --> 00:18:06,694 while I washed the floors and emptied chamber pots 383 00:18:06,781 --> 00:18:08,696 at Renaud's theatre, a job I got through Nicky, 384 00:18:08,783 --> 00:18:10,393 who worked in the pit there, so... 385 00:18:10,480 --> 00:18:12,917 Go pull up the song for him, 386 00:18:13,004 --> 00:18:15,746 that, uh, "Why Do I Have to Feel?" 387 00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:18,097 - Oh, I love that song. - So the stuttering, 388 00:18:18,184 --> 00:18:20,577 you just bullied it out of yourself? 389 00:18:20,664 --> 00:18:23,319 Yeah, Nicky got me the job that cured my affliction. 390 00:18:23,450 --> 00:18:25,321 It was a first love, not a great love. 391 00:18:25,408 --> 00:18:26,366 Thank you. 392 00:18:28,368 --> 00:18:31,327 ♪ Oh, I could sleep for a hundred years ♪ 393 00:18:31,414 --> 00:18:33,851 Buried yourself in the ground for a century 394 00:18:33,982 --> 00:18:35,723 over a not-great love. 395 00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:37,942 Only thing you carry with you to New Orleans 396 00:18:38,029 --> 00:18:41,642 is a music box reminder of a not-great love. 397 00:18:41,729 --> 00:18:44,775 I carried the box because I destroyed him, Dan. 398 00:18:44,862 --> 00:18:48,083 I carried the box to remind me what I was capable of. 399 00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:50,041 You perform a song-- 400 00:19:01,227 --> 00:19:03,533 Can someone do something about this... 401 00:19:03,620 --> 00:19:04,665 Quiet on set! 402 00:19:11,628 --> 00:19:13,891 Uh, yeah, uh, quiet on set. 403 00:19:28,602 --> 00:19:33,520 So you perform a song every night by your abuser. 404 00:19:33,607 --> 00:19:34,825 "Biggest Fan." 405 00:19:34,912 --> 00:19:36,697 Abuser. 406 00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:38,351 Go--go pull up the song for him. 407 00:19:38,481 --> 00:19:40,962 - Liberator. Emancipator. - Uh-huh. 408 00:19:41,092 --> 00:19:44,357 He says, "I want to give you everything I've got. 409 00:19:44,444 --> 00:19:47,316 I know you're stubborn, but you have to ask for it." 410 00:19:47,403 --> 00:19:50,667 Did Magnus ask your permission 411 00:19:50,754 --> 00:19:53,975 before transforming you into a vampire? 412 00:19:54,062 --> 00:19:58,066 I see it as an unbroken chain of similar songs in pop music. 413 00:19:58,153 --> 00:20:00,416 Herman Hermits, "Leaning on a Lamppost." 414 00:20:00,547 --> 00:20:02,026 "Every Breath You Take" by The Police. 415 00:20:02,113 --> 00:20:03,550 I love that one. 416 00:20:03,637 --> 00:20:04,899 Eminem's "Stan." 417 00:20:04,942 --> 00:20:07,423 According to Louis, "His name was Magnus. 418 00:20:07,554 --> 00:20:10,078 "He took me from my room in Paris 419 00:20:10,165 --> 00:20:12,472 "as I kicked and screamed, 420 00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:16,040 "locked me in a room for a week with corpses. 421 00:20:16,171 --> 00:20:17,564 They all looked like me." 422 00:20:17,607 --> 00:20:19,305 I mean, does that even sound like me, Dan? 423 00:20:19,392 --> 00:20:20,436 "My coloring, my physique." 424 00:20:20,523 --> 00:20:21,698 Where's the artful turn of phrase? 425 00:20:21,742 --> 00:20:23,787 Where's the assonance, the euphony? 426 00:20:23,918 --> 00:20:25,702 This is-- - "He fed on me for a week. 427 00:20:25,789 --> 00:20:27,835 "I thought for sure I'd become one of them, 428 00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:30,620 but instead, he turned me into this." 429 00:20:32,056 --> 00:20:33,841 We'd love you to walk away... 430 00:20:33,928 --> 00:20:36,060 Louis was not there when Magnus abducted me. 431 00:20:36,191 --> 00:20:37,714 But he was there in New Orleans 432 00:20:37,845 --> 00:20:39,368 when you recounted it. 433 00:20:39,499 --> 00:20:42,458 And I was not there in Dubai to correct his faulty recall. 434 00:20:42,545 --> 00:20:45,505 Yeah. 435 00:20:48,334 --> 00:20:52,599 ♪ You really caught my eye ♪ 436 00:20:52,686 --> 00:20:56,777 ♪ I think you're something special, babe ♪ 437 00:20:56,907 --> 00:21:00,911 ♪ I want to take you out tonight ♪ 438 00:21:00,998 --> 00:21:05,089 ♪ I think we got real potential, babe ♪ 439 00:21:05,220 --> 00:21:09,485 ♪ I got a bottle of wine ♪ 440 00:21:09,572 --> 00:21:13,576 ♪ And yeah, that's me at your windowpane ♪ 441 00:21:13,663 --> 00:21:18,059 ♪ We're gonna have such a goddamn good time ♪ 442 00:21:18,146 --> 00:21:21,976 ♪ I want to be your crescendo, babe ♪ 443 00:21:22,106 --> 00:21:26,154 ♪ Don't let me catch you crying ♪ 444 00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:30,376 ♪ Don't tell me the spell is breaking ♪ 445 00:21:30,463 --> 00:21:34,641 ♪ You're so perfect in that raging light ♪ 446 00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:37,948 ♪ I know I'm hard to look at sometimes ♪ 447 00:21:38,035 --> 00:21:40,995 ♪ But I'm here for the taking ♪ 448 00:21:41,082 --> 00:21:45,260 ♪ I want to give you everything I got ♪ 449 00:21:45,347 --> 00:21:49,351 ♪ I know you're stubborn, but you have to ask for it ♪ 450 00:21:49,482 --> 00:21:53,573 ♪ I can tell you everything I'm not ♪ 451 00:21:53,660 --> 00:21:55,226 ♪ Yeah, I'm a dog ♪ 452 00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:59,056 ♪ And you're my brave little wolf killer ♪ 453 00:22:02,146 --> 00:22:03,713 ♪ Yeah, I'm a dog ♪ 454 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:07,761 ♪ And you're my brave little wolf killer ♪ 455 00:22:10,198 --> 00:22:12,635 Mm. 456 00:22:12,679 --> 00:22:15,246 I understood my maker. 457 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:18,337 If I had seen 19 straight performances of my Lélio, 458 00:22:18,380 --> 00:22:21,035 I would have abandoned all decorum too. 459 00:22:21,122 --> 00:22:22,950 Abandoned decorum? 460 00:22:23,037 --> 00:22:24,734 He made you a monster 461 00:22:24,865 --> 00:22:27,084 and killed himself in front of you. 462 00:22:28,956 --> 00:22:31,393 I was an actor at a second-tier theatre, 463 00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:33,090 squatting in a beheaded nobleman's flat 464 00:22:33,221 --> 00:22:34,657 with a severely depressed lover... 465 00:22:34,701 --> 00:22:37,660 Are you still boring my beauty? 466 00:22:37,747 --> 00:22:40,620 How was the kielbasa at crafty? 467 00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:42,883 And as for the suicide, it gave me a lightness 468 00:22:42,926 --> 00:22:44,450 that I would not have known had he loitered 469 00:22:44,537 --> 00:22:46,887 the centuries beside me. 470 00:22:47,017 --> 00:22:50,673 I see the burden written on your face, Dan, 471 00:22:50,717 --> 00:22:54,503 when I say god and you say monster. 472 00:22:54,634 --> 00:22:57,463 Is it your absent but very much alive father 473 00:22:57,550 --> 00:23:00,596 walking around that gives you this lowly idea of yourself, 474 00:23:00,727 --> 00:23:02,337 son of Armand? 475 00:23:02,424 --> 00:23:04,339 Who needs another victim song? 476 00:23:04,426 --> 00:23:07,647 Exactly. 477 00:23:07,777 --> 00:23:09,388 Very rock and roll. 478 00:23:09,518 --> 00:23:13,043 Still, it must have been hard keeping that from Nicky. 479 00:23:13,130 --> 00:23:14,697 Armand got that part right... 480 00:23:14,784 --> 00:23:16,743 In my book. 481 00:23:16,830 --> 00:23:18,484 He confronted you on the street, 482 00:23:18,527 --> 00:23:21,095 abducted Nicky, fed him to his coven. 483 00:23:21,182 --> 00:23:24,838 And yet, you hid your vampirism from him, yeah? 484 00:23:24,925 --> 00:23:26,405 Question mark. 485 00:23:26,492 --> 00:23:27,928 Where am I? 486 00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:29,320 You're safe. 487 00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:31,148 You're in our room in Paris. 488 00:23:31,279 --> 00:23:33,673 Why am I weak? 489 00:23:33,716 --> 00:23:35,892 Delirium took you. 490 00:23:35,979 --> 00:23:37,111 I've been your nursemaid. 491 00:23:37,198 --> 00:23:39,505 You've been dull company. 492 00:23:41,637 --> 00:23:44,771 And this? 493 00:23:44,858 --> 00:23:46,947 Oh, a rash. 494 00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:48,601 The patterning is typhoid, 495 00:23:48,688 --> 00:23:50,951 or so the doctor you slept through said. 496 00:23:51,038 --> 00:23:55,259 Our favorite game-- you lie, and I believe you. 497 00:23:55,390 --> 00:23:58,698 - I'm not lying. - A month ago! 498 00:23:58,785 --> 00:24:00,961 Gone out of the window, 499 00:24:01,004 --> 00:24:03,093 as though nothing unnatural happened. 500 00:24:03,180 --> 00:24:05,792 He returns wearing silk breeches. 501 00:24:05,879 --> 00:24:07,881 I told you, it's a patron... 502 00:24:08,011 --> 00:24:09,448 Lies on lies on lies. 503 00:24:09,535 --> 00:24:11,406 Sudden vanishings! 504 00:24:11,493 --> 00:24:13,364 Your changed eyes. 505 00:24:15,889 --> 00:24:18,761 Oh, and your mother. 506 00:24:18,848 --> 00:24:20,546 How is she alive? 507 00:24:20,633 --> 00:24:22,156 I brought her to Rocamadour... 508 00:24:22,199 --> 00:24:23,810 - Her skin... - For a cure. 509 00:24:23,853 --> 00:24:25,420 The Black Madonna blessed her. - Stretched over her bones! 510 00:24:25,507 --> 00:24:28,205 Uh, your... what? 511 00:24:28,249 --> 00:24:29,772 Your mother? 512 00:24:32,645 --> 00:24:34,298 The Vampire Gabriella. 513 00:24:34,385 --> 00:24:35,996 Blood on her lips! More lies! 514 00:24:38,302 --> 00:24:39,216 How? 515 00:24:39,303 --> 00:24:40,870 What? 516 00:24:40,957 --> 00:24:43,743 She followed me to Paris. 517 00:24:43,873 --> 00:24:47,616 Her body was ready to die, but her mind was not. 518 00:24:49,052 --> 00:24:52,273 My first fledgling. 519 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:53,622 Louis must have told you. 520 00:24:53,753 --> 00:24:55,406 - No. - Hmm. 521 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:58,148 I thought it was discretion that kept her out of your book. 522 00:24:58,235 --> 00:24:59,672 Hmm. 523 00:24:59,715 --> 00:25:01,717 My love was a small box that I kept him in. 524 00:25:01,804 --> 00:25:04,372 No room for the many hours I talked of her, I guess. 525 00:25:04,459 --> 00:25:08,594 And she--where is she now? 526 00:25:08,681 --> 00:25:09,943 She's here right now. 527 00:25:13,729 --> 00:25:17,690 Right here. 528 00:25:21,868 --> 00:25:23,478 She died. 529 00:25:23,609 --> 00:25:25,567 Vampire toddlerdom. 530 00:25:25,698 --> 00:25:27,917 Always the hardest years, as you know-- 531 00:25:28,004 --> 00:25:30,441 or don't know, Dan. 532 00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:38,275 What do you think about the Great Conversion? 533 00:25:38,406 --> 00:25:40,147 Oh. 534 00:25:40,234 --> 00:25:42,410 The vampire thing. 535 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:45,326 Vampires taking over the world, collaborating. 536 00:25:45,413 --> 00:25:47,807 Hmm? 537 00:25:47,937 --> 00:25:49,243 Fucking stupid. 538 00:25:49,373 --> 00:25:50,810 Can you get out of my eyeline? 539 00:25:55,423 --> 00:26:00,036 Yeah. 540 00:26:00,123 --> 00:26:02,778 Three flights up. 541 00:26:02,865 --> 00:26:04,040 Your bones would be pieces. 542 00:26:04,127 --> 00:26:05,476 What are you? 543 00:26:05,607 --> 00:26:06,826 What is she? 544 00:26:06,956 --> 00:26:08,741 Verza stufata. 545 00:26:08,784 --> 00:26:10,612 - Mother. - Outside the theatre, 546 00:26:10,699 --> 00:26:13,397 the ragged man calling Wolf Killer, 547 00:26:13,484 --> 00:26:15,138 blackened passages 548 00:26:15,225 --> 00:26:16,618 and dog-toothed fiends and wait-- 549 00:26:16,705 --> 00:26:17,967 Nicky, you are gibbering. 550 00:26:19,839 --> 00:26:22,189 I want to know you in this changed form! 551 00:26:22,276 --> 00:26:24,147 - "Don't look to her." - Don't look to her. 552 00:26:24,191 --> 00:26:25,932 Roget has bought you a house on the quay. 553 00:26:26,019 --> 00:26:27,760 I have opened a bank account in your name. 554 00:26:27,847 --> 00:26:30,327 both: I could move to Auvergne and sell cloth. 555 00:26:30,414 --> 00:26:31,851 Don't buy me a house! 556 00:26:31,981 --> 00:26:34,767 Mother, please! 557 00:26:34,854 --> 00:26:38,248 Speaks my thoughts before I speak them. 558 00:26:38,292 --> 00:26:40,424 You gave this witchery to her. 559 00:26:42,949 --> 00:26:44,341 She was an hour from death. 560 00:26:44,385 --> 00:26:47,693 Finally admits it. 561 00:26:52,132 --> 00:26:53,394 Do you want me to murder you? 562 00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:57,703 I want you to love me enough to give it to me! 563 00:27:09,366 --> 00:27:12,108 You cannot do it. 564 00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:14,458 You mustn't do it. 565 00:27:22,118 --> 00:27:25,295 I've driven him mad. 566 00:27:25,339 --> 00:27:27,080 And now I leave him to this madness? 567 00:27:27,167 --> 00:27:30,605 You have used up your affection for him. 568 00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:32,912 You know you have. 569 00:27:32,999 --> 00:27:36,393 Don't bring him into eternity. 570 00:27:41,181 --> 00:27:42,791 Disaster, my son. 571 00:27:46,839 --> 00:27:48,754 His playing has greatly improved. 572 00:27:48,884 --> 00:27:50,233 I cannot hear the actors 573 00:27:50,364 --> 00:27:52,105 over his improvements. 574 00:27:52,148 --> 00:27:54,847 Well, I prefer his music to Gustave's acting. 575 00:27:54,934 --> 00:27:58,111 Well, you can return to the role anytime you wish. 576 00:27:58,241 --> 00:28:00,504 And have your cumbersome words in my mouth again? 577 00:28:00,591 --> 00:28:02,115 No, thank you. 578 00:28:05,031 --> 00:28:08,730 Are there blood drinkers in Italy? 579 00:28:08,817 --> 00:28:09,862 Excuse me? 580 00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:12,299 Are there covens like this one 581 00:28:12,429 --> 00:28:15,171 in Roma, Venezia, Salerno? 582 00:28:15,215 --> 00:28:16,782 Does Nicolas know about us? 583 00:28:16,869 --> 00:28:19,045 Us? 584 00:28:19,132 --> 00:28:20,350 What is us? 585 00:28:20,394 --> 00:28:21,656 Do you think you're the only one 586 00:28:21,700 --> 00:28:23,484 in the company he drinks from? 587 00:28:23,571 --> 00:28:24,703 Do you think I am the only one 588 00:28:24,833 --> 00:28:26,400 with disdain for his fledgling? 589 00:28:26,487 --> 00:28:28,010 Take him aside. 590 00:28:28,097 --> 00:28:30,404 You're the actor manager. Manage. 591 00:28:30,534 --> 00:28:32,928 You are his maker. Make him. 592 00:28:33,059 --> 00:28:36,105 Is there an evil older than you? 593 00:28:36,192 --> 00:28:37,585 Your maker Marius-- 594 00:28:37,672 --> 00:28:39,674 My maker is dead. I've told you that already. 595 00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:41,067 Just checking. 596 00:28:41,197 --> 00:28:42,590 I give and I give and I give 597 00:28:42,677 --> 00:28:44,635 and I give and I give and I give and I give and-- 598 00:28:44,766 --> 00:28:47,551 I give you the Theatre of the Vampires, 599 00:28:47,638 --> 00:28:50,076 the greatest spectacle of the boulevard! 600 00:28:54,210 --> 00:28:55,385 Huh. 601 00:28:57,736 --> 00:29:00,042 He was dramatic as a mortal. 602 00:29:00,173 --> 00:29:01,217 He'll find his way. 603 00:29:01,348 --> 00:29:04,481 - No, he won't. - I believe you. 604 00:29:04,525 --> 00:29:06,396 I love you, Lestat. 605 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,529 Christ. 606 00:29:08,659 --> 00:29:10,966 There's not room enough in this box 607 00:29:11,053 --> 00:29:12,228 for your desperation. 608 00:29:16,885 --> 00:29:18,931 Has anyone seen the letter opener? 609 00:29:19,018 --> 00:29:19,845 You don't need a letter opener, Nicky. 610 00:29:19,888 --> 00:29:20,976 We don't get any letters. 611 00:29:21,107 --> 00:29:22,021 We want to talk about your recent work 612 00:29:22,108 --> 00:29:23,196 in the theatre, Nicolas. 613 00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:24,458 It's not in the chamber pot. 614 00:29:24,545 --> 00:29:25,720 I left it there a week ago. 615 00:29:25,807 --> 00:29:27,635 You don't like my music, maître. 616 00:29:27,678 --> 00:29:29,768 Well, it's not me. It's my hands. 617 00:29:29,811 --> 00:29:30,943 But I don't have my letter opener. 618 00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:32,422 I think the music... - Sit down. 619 00:29:32,509 --> 00:29:36,600 Will improve once I find the letter opener. 620 00:29:36,644 --> 00:29:38,037 We think you should take some time 621 00:29:38,124 --> 00:29:39,865 away from the theatre, Nicky. 622 00:29:44,957 --> 00:29:47,133 Did you two decide this in the wings, huh? 623 00:29:47,220 --> 00:29:49,091 Or the box? 624 00:29:49,178 --> 00:29:51,528 The Place Dauphine last Sunday? 625 00:29:51,572 --> 00:29:52,921 The Hôtel de Ville 626 00:29:53,008 --> 00:29:55,054 on the Feast of Assumption... - Stop! 627 00:29:55,184 --> 00:29:57,273 - And the night after? - Stop! Stop! Look at me! 628 00:29:57,317 --> 00:29:58,666 Look at me! - The kitchen! 629 00:30:00,450 --> 00:30:02,191 I left it here! I left it here! 630 00:30:02,278 --> 00:30:04,237 As I warned, his mind is curdled. 631 00:30:04,324 --> 00:30:06,108 Two years ago, I opened up a letter from your mother. 632 00:30:06,152 --> 00:30:07,936 "How dare you open up my letter," 633 00:30:08,067 --> 00:30:09,851 he pouted and shouted. 634 00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,158 I was trying to make the opener happy. 635 00:30:12,201 --> 00:30:14,508 I was trying to give it purpose. 636 00:30:16,510 --> 00:30:17,903 Here it is. 637 00:30:19,295 --> 00:30:20,557 No! 638 00:30:29,523 --> 00:30:34,571 Lestat, can you cut the other? 639 00:30:34,702 --> 00:30:37,052 I fear I won't be able to with only one now. 640 00:30:37,139 --> 00:30:40,926 Can you help him, please? 641 00:30:40,969 --> 00:30:42,928 Are you Nicky's? 642 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:44,190 "No, no." - Nicky, stop. 643 00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:45,756 "Lost on the way to St. Denis." 644 00:30:45,887 --> 00:30:47,410 - Stop! - "Could you point the way? 645 00:30:47,497 --> 00:30:48,498 Thank you ever so much." 646 00:30:48,585 --> 00:30:51,371 Stop, Nicky! No! 647 00:30:57,420 --> 00:31:00,423 It's all a misunderstanding, my love. 648 00:31:00,467 --> 00:31:02,512 I wished to serve the god of the dark wood 649 00:31:02,599 --> 00:31:04,079 like the rest. 650 00:31:04,166 --> 00:31:05,646 Forgive me. 651 00:31:05,733 --> 00:31:08,214 My hands are much older than the rest of me. 652 00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:13,306 Forgive me. 653 00:31:21,662 --> 00:31:24,795 Gabriella went to coffin, 654 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:28,103 leaving us and Armand. 655 00:31:31,628 --> 00:31:33,674 I told Nicky that I loved him... 656 00:31:37,025 --> 00:31:39,767 From the first seconds I saw him in Paris. 657 00:31:43,118 --> 00:31:46,600 That I was drunk with his love. 658 00:31:48,254 --> 00:31:51,518 I was engulfed by it. 659 00:31:51,648 --> 00:31:54,695 Your maker would tell you I was being kind, but... 660 00:31:57,785 --> 00:32:02,007 In the moment, the words were true. 661 00:32:06,402 --> 00:32:08,361 I think. 662 00:32:15,107 --> 00:32:18,980 I remember the light. 663 00:32:19,067 --> 00:32:22,810 Fireplace reflecting golden 664 00:32:22,941 --> 00:32:26,770 onto his face 665 00:32:26,857 --> 00:32:30,687 and his bare arms. 666 00:32:35,649 --> 00:32:39,000 But I would not look at the wound. 667 00:32:39,131 --> 00:32:40,436 I could not. 668 00:32:44,440 --> 00:32:49,706 I, um... 669 00:32:49,837 --> 00:32:51,665 I couldn't do it. 670 00:32:55,103 --> 00:32:57,149 But I watched... 671 00:33:01,675 --> 00:33:04,765 As Armand 672 00:33:04,808 --> 00:33:07,768 pushed him into the fire 673 00:33:07,811 --> 00:33:11,511 and made sure he stayed there 674 00:33:11,598 --> 00:33:14,383 with a poker in his chest. 675 00:33:22,261 --> 00:33:26,265 Nicky had a bemused look on his face as he burned. 676 00:33:26,352 --> 00:33:30,443 His mouth 677 00:33:30,486 --> 00:33:35,622 formed into a... 678 00:33:35,709 --> 00:33:37,058 a circle. 679 00:33:38,842 --> 00:33:41,193 And he made only one sound. 680 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:06,087 As though he knew 681 00:34:06,218 --> 00:34:09,482 that in death, 682 00:34:09,569 --> 00:34:11,310 it was a nothingness. 683 00:34:18,273 --> 00:34:19,840 I'm hungry. 684 00:34:19,970 --> 00:34:21,537 I'm hungry! - OK. 685 00:34:21,624 --> 00:34:24,540 Can--can we get something that--yeah, OK, we're cutting. 686 00:34:24,627 --> 00:34:26,151 We tried booking something called 687 00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:29,850 the Ryan Center in Kingston, Rhode Island, 8,000 seats. 688 00:34:29,937 --> 00:34:33,071 I thought this deep in, we'd be able to fill it. 689 00:34:33,158 --> 00:34:36,683 We sold 2,500, including a papering service. 690 00:34:36,813 --> 00:34:40,774 Unlike your last vampire, there are no delusions here. 691 00:34:43,690 --> 00:34:47,868 Arduous. This tour. 692 00:34:47,955 --> 00:34:50,305 My ego. 693 00:34:50,392 --> 00:34:54,135 And still, it's not what I hunt. 694 00:34:54,266 --> 00:34:55,745 Never say I didn't give you anything. 695 00:34:55,832 --> 00:34:57,530 Keys. 696 00:34:57,617 --> 00:34:58,966 Tomorrow's venue is staying open so they can soundcheck. 697 00:34:59,053 --> 00:35:02,187 Let Larry run it! 698 00:35:02,317 --> 00:35:03,797 How was Czech me? 699 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,930 Like Karlovy Vary-- fun for three minutes, 700 00:35:06,974 --> 00:35:08,671 then you're longing for Prague. 701 00:35:08,758 --> 00:35:09,846 Prague is that way. 702 00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:11,631 You can dig yourself a hole in Cork 703 00:35:11,674 --> 00:35:13,720 and be buried in a Matej the night after. 704 00:35:13,850 --> 00:35:15,896 - Provoked? - Bored. 705 00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:18,159 Ah, you'll run fewer reds that way. 706 00:35:18,246 --> 00:35:22,076 There's a shameful tiki bar in Parkdale. 707 00:35:22,163 --> 00:35:23,991 Rain check, Sofia. 708 00:35:34,175 --> 00:35:37,526 Well, that took forever, but... 709 00:35:37,657 --> 00:35:39,441 Right? 710 00:35:39,485 --> 00:35:41,835 All right, run it back, uh, about, 711 00:35:41,922 --> 00:35:43,402 I don't know, four minutes. 712 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:48,320 Been trying to crack those cheeks for two months. 713 00:35:48,407 --> 00:35:52,628 Vampires, they're-- we're just like you. 714 00:35:52,715 --> 00:35:56,893 OK, let's see what we got here. 715 00:36:00,636 --> 00:36:02,203 What the hell? 716 00:36:02,290 --> 00:36:05,815 Go--go back a few more minutes, please. 717 00:36:05,902 --> 00:36:07,556 Stop. 718 00:36:07,643 --> 00:36:11,560 Wait a-- what am I looking at here? 719 00:36:11,647 --> 00:36:13,867 Did you go back far enough? 720 00:36:13,954 --> 00:36:16,348 All right, let's-- let's keep going back. 721 00:36:16,435 --> 00:36:18,480 Yeah, right about there. Stop. 722 00:36:18,567 --> 00:36:21,135 Can you get out of my eyeline? 723 00:36:21,179 --> 00:36:23,920 Yeah. 724 00:36:23,964 --> 00:36:27,185 What the--what the-- 725 00:36:27,315 --> 00:36:31,058 where's the part where he talks about transforming Nicky? 726 00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,801 They--what-- 727 00:36:34,844 --> 00:36:36,716 what, he just--he just-- 728 00:36:36,803 --> 00:36:39,153 just sat there like a fucking blowup doll 729 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:40,589 and no one said anything? 730 00:36:40,676 --> 00:36:42,156 Nothing? 731 00:36:42,243 --> 00:36:43,418 You gotta be fucking kidding me. 732 00:36:43,505 --> 00:36:44,724 What is this? 733 00:36:44,811 --> 00:36:46,813 No, yeah, it was frickin' weirdsville. 734 00:36:46,943 --> 00:36:51,339 Two of you just sat there for, like, half an hour, eh? 735 00:36:51,426 --> 00:36:53,907 He was crying fucking blood tears. 736 00:36:53,994 --> 00:36:55,778 Did no one see that? 737 00:36:55,822 --> 00:36:58,216 A mean-spirited telepathic prank, 738 00:36:58,303 --> 00:37:01,175 a price paid for amusing my muses. 739 00:37:01,262 --> 00:37:03,351 It brought poor Dan to his knees 740 00:37:03,438 --> 00:37:06,267 and seeded a hate for me inside him, 741 00:37:06,354 --> 00:37:09,531 there to be watered in the sunlight later. 742 00:37:09,662 --> 00:37:11,794 But what can I say? 743 00:37:11,925 --> 00:37:14,580 Serving cunt has its consequences. 744 00:37:17,757 --> 00:37:20,281 You are listening to "The Failures," 745 00:37:20,368 --> 00:37:23,023 Album 28, Side B. 746 00:37:24,416 --> 00:37:26,853 You gonna carry me into the threshold? 747 00:37:26,940 --> 00:37:29,856 - Yes, ma'am. - Mm-hmm? 748 00:37:29,943 --> 00:37:32,206 Hold on, now. 749 00:37:34,730 --> 00:37:36,993 Come--come here. 750 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:38,256 Oh, I got you, baby. 751 00:37:41,433 --> 00:37:43,348 You gonna make me a mama tonight? 752 00:37:43,391 --> 00:37:45,001 I don't think it works like that for us no more, 753 00:37:45,132 --> 00:37:46,351 but we can give it a try. 754 00:37:49,876 --> 00:37:51,660 We're home! 755 00:37:57,579 --> 00:38:00,234 Now, I told these fools no shouting "surprise," 756 00:38:00,365 --> 00:38:04,804 but they're trying to get back on my good side. 757 00:38:04,934 --> 00:38:08,068 Come on, let's get you to bed. 758 00:38:08,155 --> 00:38:10,070 What the dick? 759 00:38:10,113 --> 00:38:11,811 The hell happened in here? 760 00:38:11,898 --> 00:38:13,856 Shh, shh, shh. 761 00:38:20,907 --> 00:38:22,343 Shh, shh, shh. 762 00:38:22,430 --> 00:38:25,781 Surprise. 763 00:38:25,912 --> 00:38:28,001 Congrats on the happy day. 764 00:38:28,131 --> 00:38:29,655 I couldn't make it to the ceremony. 765 00:38:29,742 --> 00:38:31,047 I hope you don't mind me inviting myself 766 00:38:31,091 --> 00:38:32,788 to the honeymoon. 767 00:38:32,875 --> 00:38:35,835 You make that mess upstairs, friend? 768 00:38:35,965 --> 00:38:37,184 I did. 769 00:38:39,273 --> 00:38:40,840 Where's the food? 770 00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:43,843 I called 'em an Uber. 771 00:38:51,807 --> 00:38:53,461 What the fuck did you do to my husband? 772 00:39:00,076 --> 00:39:02,340 "Armand told the truth"? 773 00:39:02,383 --> 00:39:03,776 You wanna tell me what that is? 774 00:39:03,863 --> 00:39:06,082 Oh, shit! Oh. 775 00:39:06,213 --> 00:39:07,910 This is--OK. 776 00:39:08,041 --> 00:39:11,218 This is about that fucking Lestat shit? 777 00:39:11,305 --> 00:39:14,221 OK, yeah, that-- 778 00:39:14,308 --> 00:39:16,049 that wasn't my fault. 779 00:39:16,136 --> 00:39:18,138 Got these Gen Z fledglings, 780 00:39:18,225 --> 00:39:20,401 these righteous fuckers who thinks 781 00:39:20,488 --> 00:39:22,577 we ought to be in the sewers and shit. 782 00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:24,666 - Shh. - Used my Baby Jenks as bait. 783 00:39:24,753 --> 00:39:27,060 Shut up, Bruce. 784 00:39:27,147 --> 00:39:29,367 You call me Bruce? 785 00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:32,500 'Cause my name is Killer. - Bruce. 786 00:39:47,559 --> 00:39:51,171 You and I have a friend in common. 787 00:39:52,346 --> 00:39:53,565 More wine? 788 00:39:56,437 --> 00:40:00,615 Cold tea, they call it here, I hear. 789 00:40:00,746 --> 00:40:06,404 Mm, apples with a hint of... cowardice. 790 00:40:06,534 --> 00:40:09,319 Still in rags? 791 00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:11,844 Is this better? 792 00:40:11,931 --> 00:40:15,674 Hmm? Hmm? 793 00:40:15,761 --> 00:40:17,763 Same face, same smell. 794 00:40:17,850 --> 00:40:19,417 No hope for you, Father Mags. 795 00:40:19,547 --> 00:40:22,463 Not exactly forthcoming 796 00:40:22,550 --> 00:40:24,900 with the vampire journalist. 797 00:40:24,987 --> 00:40:27,990 Left out a few prickly details. 798 00:40:29,818 --> 00:40:31,559 Uh-oh. 799 00:40:31,646 --> 00:40:33,518 You forgot to put your blinkers on. 800 00:40:39,437 --> 00:40:42,048 "Bruce walked back from the fire, 801 00:40:42,091 --> 00:40:44,224 "leaned down over me, 802 00:40:44,267 --> 00:40:46,705 "and for a second, I thought I was gonna go right there, 803 00:40:46,792 --> 00:40:48,054 but no." 804 00:40:48,141 --> 00:40:49,577 Louis de Pointe du Lac. 805 00:40:49,664 --> 00:40:51,013 "He plunked me onto his motorbike"... 806 00:40:51,100 --> 00:40:52,754 Wow. Come to my house. 807 00:40:52,841 --> 00:40:55,496 "And switched into his friendly self." 808 00:40:55,583 --> 00:40:56,671 The Lord's right hand is lifted high. 809 00:40:56,758 --> 00:40:57,803 The Lord's right hand is... 810 00:40:57,890 --> 00:40:59,369 my strength and salvation! 811 00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:00,936 Shouts of joy and victory resound 812 00:41:01,067 --> 00:41:02,111 from the tents of the righteous. 813 00:41:02,198 --> 00:41:03,069 The Lord's right hand has done-- 814 00:41:03,199 --> 00:41:04,984 No. 815 00:41:05,027 --> 00:41:06,420 The Lord's right hand has done-- 816 00:41:06,507 --> 00:41:08,509 No more of that in my presence! 817 00:41:08,596 --> 00:41:09,989 I will live and proclaim what the Lord has done. 818 00:41:10,076 --> 00:41:11,860 I'll feed you to the wolves of hell. 819 00:41:11,947 --> 00:41:13,514 The Lord's right hand has done mighty things! 820 00:41:13,601 --> 00:41:17,126 Back inside! 821 00:41:17,213 --> 00:41:18,867 You got your song. 822 00:41:20,521 --> 00:41:22,175 "But when we got to his house"... 823 00:41:22,262 --> 00:41:23,655 I guess my biggest question is... 824 00:41:23,698 --> 00:41:24,873 "I'm trying to get this down, dear diary"... 825 00:41:25,004 --> 00:41:26,048 Why are you tracking me down now? 826 00:41:26,135 --> 00:41:27,354 "But my hands are dumb"... 827 00:41:27,397 --> 00:41:28,877 I mean, we all read your little page-turner. 828 00:41:28,921 --> 00:41:32,315 "And it's all gone dumb in my mind too." 829 00:41:32,402 --> 00:41:35,710 Crossed out. New sentence. 830 00:41:35,754 --> 00:41:38,321 You tipped over the collywobble shelf 831 00:41:38,408 --> 00:41:40,802 and took the cloth off the long table. 832 00:41:40,889 --> 00:41:45,328 We eat your soul at the long table. 833 00:41:45,415 --> 00:41:48,854 68 courses so far. 834 00:41:48,984 --> 00:41:52,161 We keep waiting for the bill, but the plates keep coming. 835 00:41:52,205 --> 00:41:53,815 And we keep asking ourselves, 836 00:41:53,902 --> 00:41:57,036 when's he going to make an album? 837 00:41:57,123 --> 00:42:00,343 When we are ready! 838 00:42:02,258 --> 00:42:04,478 She entertains a lot of little French folks 839 00:42:04,565 --> 00:42:06,741 with her death. 840 00:42:06,828 --> 00:42:09,439 I didn't do nothing that bad to her, Daddy Lou. 841 00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:14,749 "Guess I don't have to tell you, dear diary, 842 00:42:14,836 --> 00:42:17,578 "what it's like to have a person crack your spine, 843 00:42:17,622 --> 00:42:20,929 open you up, and shove a pencil inside you." 844 00:42:21,060 --> 00:42:24,977 Very odd company at the long table. 845 00:42:25,064 --> 00:42:26,282 A hand. 846 00:42:27,762 --> 00:42:29,459 A finger. 847 00:42:29,503 --> 00:42:30,722 A drummer. 848 00:42:30,852 --> 00:42:31,810 No. 849 00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:33,072 A pimp. 850 00:42:33,115 --> 00:42:35,291 You. 851 00:42:35,335 --> 00:42:36,902 Mommy. 852 00:42:37,032 --> 00:42:38,512 Claudia. 853 00:42:40,645 --> 00:42:44,910 "And I fought him, even with my broken arm 854 00:42:44,997 --> 00:42:47,652 "and then my rebroken arm. 855 00:42:47,739 --> 00:42:51,307 "But even still, all the bad things happened 856 00:42:51,351 --> 00:42:53,745 "that bad men do. 857 00:42:53,832 --> 00:42:56,922 "He had my legs pulled apart 858 00:42:57,052 --> 00:43:00,578 "and my dress pulled up 'round my waist. 859 00:43:00,665 --> 00:43:04,799 "And that awful, stuffed full, 860 00:43:04,886 --> 00:43:09,761 "too wet feeling down there, 861 00:43:09,804 --> 00:43:14,156 "like I was packed with dirt. 862 00:43:14,243 --> 00:43:18,900 "And I hope one day, he feels this, 863 00:43:19,031 --> 00:43:22,643 "small and cornered 864 00:43:22,730 --> 00:43:24,297 and crushed like a can." 865 00:43:26,342 --> 00:43:28,257 "But then there were the parts 866 00:43:28,301 --> 00:43:31,652 "where he brought home kills, 867 00:43:31,739 --> 00:43:35,700 and I sat with him and ate." 868 00:43:37,353 --> 00:43:42,489 "I just said what he wanted to hear." 869 00:43:44,056 --> 00:43:47,494 Ask for it, child. 870 00:43:47,581 --> 00:43:51,324 "And it ain't easy to like myself 'cause of it." 871 00:43:51,367 --> 00:43:54,414 All the light's gone out of your blue eyes. 872 00:43:54,544 --> 00:43:59,027 "I even once felt a twinge of something nice." 873 00:43:59,114 --> 00:44:01,726 As if all the summer days are gone. 874 00:44:01,813 --> 00:44:02,988 No. 875 00:44:03,031 --> 00:44:05,947 "And not the worst thing ever." 876 00:44:05,991 --> 00:44:07,340 No! 877 00:44:07,470 --> 00:44:08,689 No! 878 00:44:12,650 --> 00:44:16,828 "He let me go 'cause I seemed small 879 00:44:16,958 --> 00:44:19,395 "and it looked like he'd won. 880 00:44:19,482 --> 00:44:21,876 "And he did win, 881 00:44:21,963 --> 00:44:25,750 "'cause I want nothing, 882 00:44:25,793 --> 00:44:28,970 "to be nothing 883 00:44:29,057 --> 00:44:31,973 "and say nothing 884 00:44:32,060 --> 00:44:35,107 "and do nothing. 885 00:44:35,237 --> 00:44:38,588 "You know the stupidest of all, dear diary? 886 00:44:38,676 --> 00:44:43,071 "I thought I was the thing lurking in the shadows. 887 00:44:43,202 --> 00:44:44,682 I thought I was." 888 00:44:55,257 --> 00:44:57,738 That's it. 889 00:45:18,237 --> 00:45:22,067 I imagine you naked in your gold, gilded bathtub 890 00:45:22,154 --> 00:45:25,157 wondering why it didn't end on the highway, 891 00:45:25,244 --> 00:45:27,420 how I got onstage the following night 892 00:45:27,507 --> 00:45:29,727 to another feverishly modest audience. 893 00:45:31,511 --> 00:45:33,034 I couldn't pretend anymore 894 00:45:33,121 --> 00:45:35,428 that we were a Ticketmaster must-have 895 00:45:35,515 --> 00:45:37,865 or that I wasn't having a nervous breakdown 896 00:45:37,952 --> 00:45:40,346 or that psychosis wasn't the exhilarating, 897 00:45:40,476 --> 00:45:42,870 horrifying byproduct of romping and stomping 898 00:45:42,914 --> 00:45:45,307 around the hippocampus. 899 00:45:45,394 --> 00:45:47,222 But here's the thing. 900 00:45:47,353 --> 00:45:49,094 I loved the music. 901 00:45:49,224 --> 00:45:50,704 I loved it. 902 00:45:50,835 --> 00:45:53,446 It was compelling me forward, pulling me 903 00:45:53,533 --> 00:45:56,188 through the perennial walls of my psyche. 904 00:45:56,318 --> 00:46:00,061 And I thought, why not ride it to blindness? 905 00:46:00,105 --> 00:46:03,369 'Cause it seemed possible this was the muddy bottom, 906 00:46:03,456 --> 00:46:04,936 and on the other side, 907 00:46:05,023 --> 00:46:08,461 a marble floor polished to the horizon. 908 00:46:08,504 --> 00:46:11,203 Music, in its purest expression, 909 00:46:11,290 --> 00:46:13,335 would make me worse 910 00:46:13,422 --> 00:46:14,902 and then make me better. 911 00:46:15,033 --> 00:46:16,512 I love you, Lestat! 912 00:46:16,599 --> 00:46:17,905 Bring on the muses. 913 00:46:18,036 --> 00:46:22,257 ♪ You can't fuck away ♪ 914 00:46:22,301 --> 00:46:25,478 ♪ The loneliness 915 00:46:25,565 --> 00:46:28,568 ♪ It'll wait till you're done ♪ 916 00:46:28,611 --> 00:46:30,352 ♪ Till you come 917 00:46:32,311 --> 00:46:35,096 ♪ Like a vampire 918 00:46:35,227 --> 00:46:39,492 ♪ You can't drink away ♪ 919 00:46:39,579 --> 00:46:42,538 ♪ The loneliness ♪ 920 00:46:42,582 --> 00:46:45,933 ♪ It'll wait till the next day ♪ 921 00:46:46,020 --> 00:46:49,284 ♪ Like a headache ♪ 922 00:46:49,371 --> 00:46:52,374 ♪ Sucking you dry ♪ 923 00:46:52,461 --> 00:46:55,769 ♪ You can't escape ♪ 924 00:46:55,856 --> 00:47:00,121 ♪ This loneliness ♪ 925 00:47:00,165 --> 00:47:02,994 ♪ It'll say, what a mess 926 00:47:03,081 --> 00:47:09,174 ♪ How could anybody ever love you? ♪ 927 00:47:11,045 --> 00:47:13,787 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah 928 00:47:13,918 --> 00:47:17,617 ♪ Don't hide it away ♪ 929 00:47:17,704 --> 00:47:20,750 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ 930 00:47:20,838 --> 00:47:24,667 ♪ Don't bury those feelings ♪ 931 00:47:24,711 --> 00:47:27,496 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah 932 00:47:27,627 --> 00:47:31,283 ♪ Don't worship that grave ♪ 933 00:47:31,370 --> 00:47:34,721 ♪ Dug on your own ♪ 934 00:47:34,808 --> 00:47:38,159 ♪ Don't burn alone ♪ 935 00:47:38,203 --> 00:47:43,121 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah 936 00:47:49,736 --> 00:47:51,956 Safe? 937 00:47:52,086 --> 00:47:53,392 Safe. 938 00:47:53,479 --> 00:47:55,089 Nearly home. 939 00:47:55,133 --> 00:47:58,658 You get what you wanted out there? 940 00:47:58,745 --> 00:48:00,747 Yeah. 941 00:48:00,878 --> 00:48:02,575 Yeah. 942 00:48:02,618 --> 00:48:06,013 ♪ You can't scream away 943 00:48:06,057 --> 00:48:09,234 ♪ The loneliness 944 00:48:09,277 --> 00:48:12,890 ♪ It'll stay till the end 945 00:48:12,977 --> 00:48:17,155 ♪ It'll rage with a vengeance ♪ 946 00:48:17,242 --> 00:48:21,202 ♪ You can't love away ♪ 947 00:48:21,333 --> 00:48:24,379 ♪ The loneliness ♪ 948 00:48:24,510 --> 00:48:26,251 ♪ Love will fade ♪ 949 00:48:26,338 --> 00:48:27,905 ♪ And you stay ♪ 950 00:48:27,992 --> 00:48:29,558 ♪ And you stay ♪ 951 00:48:29,645 --> 00:48:31,299 ♪ And you stay ♪ 952 00:48:31,343 --> 00:48:36,000 ♪ And you stay with resentment ♪ 953 00:48:36,087 --> 00:48:39,351 ♪ You can't escape ♪ 954 00:48:39,481 --> 00:48:43,268 ♪ This loneliness ♪ 955 00:48:43,311 --> 00:48:46,706 ♪ It'll prey, it'll press 956 00:48:46,836 --> 00:48:48,969 ♪ How could anybody ♪ 957 00:48:49,056 --> 00:48:54,627 ♪ Ever love you? ♪ 958 00:48:54,670 --> 00:48:57,456 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah 959 00:48:57,543 --> 00:49:01,373 ♪ Don't hide it away ♪ 960 00:49:01,460 --> 00:49:04,419 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ 961 00:49:04,506 --> 00:49:08,380 ♪ Don't bury those feelings ♪ 962 00:49:08,467 --> 00:49:11,209 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah ♪ 963 00:49:11,296 --> 00:49:15,039 ♪ Don't worship that grave ♪ 964 00:49:15,126 --> 00:49:18,216 ♪ Dug on your own ♪ 965 00:49:18,346 --> 00:49:21,915 ♪ Don't burn alone ♪ 966 00:49:21,959 --> 00:49:24,004 ♪ Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah 967 00:49:24,135 --> 00:49:25,353 Hi. 968 00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:26,833 You OK, or can I get you anything else? 969 00:49:26,876 --> 00:49:29,531 I'm good. Thank you, Regina. 970 00:49:47,114 --> 00:49:49,725 Is he fucking flying? 971 00:50:00,910 --> 00:50:02,390 Perfection. 972 00:50:07,613 --> 00:50:12,705 So they're out there killing it every night. 973 00:50:12,792 --> 00:50:15,751 And I'm following them, you know, on my phone. 974 00:50:15,838 --> 00:50:17,840 Refresh, refresh, refresh. 975 00:50:19,712 --> 00:50:22,019 And they're blowing up. 976 00:50:22,062 --> 00:50:23,585 You're gonna hear about them soon, 977 00:50:23,672 --> 00:50:26,806 if you haven't already. 978 00:50:26,936 --> 00:50:29,330 But I'm stuck here 979 00:50:29,417 --> 00:50:33,334 in Monroe, Ohio, of all places. 980 00:50:33,465 --> 00:50:35,423 I mean, no offense. 981 00:50:37,686 --> 00:50:42,909 And God, I just want to drink and feel sorry for myself. 982 00:50:45,999 --> 00:50:49,785 Yeah, thank you for giving me another way through. 983 00:50:49,829 --> 00:50:51,222 - Thank you. - Thank you for sharing. 984 00:50:56,923 --> 00:51:00,753 So who else wants to share tonight, hmm? 985 00:51:03,843 --> 00:51:05,453 Come on, guys. 986 00:51:05,497 --> 00:51:07,760 I will. 987 00:51:07,847 --> 00:51:09,457 I'll share. 988 00:51:09,501 --> 00:51:12,504 Um, hello. 989 00:51:14,636 --> 00:51:18,423 My name is Arun. 990 00:51:18,466 --> 00:51:19,380 - Hi, Arun. - Hello, Arun. 991 00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:20,425 - Hi, Arun. - Hi, Arun. 992 00:51:20,512 --> 00:51:21,817 Hello, Arun. 993 00:51:21,904 --> 00:51:25,647 And... 994 00:51:25,691 --> 00:51:27,562 I am an addict.